so yea, im nick (thought that was kinda cool)

Lets start with music. 200% of life is music. this shit helps me alot.

i produce my own music, as well as others who come to me. im just a beginer so i mean. im no joey sturgis or any other big producer at all.

i play in a band called Stand Tall, i play guitar, and were in the process of changing our sound a lot. (btw support local music,fish house, look north, ect.)

i have problems like everyone else, i mean, im not trying to have like a debate on whos life is worse here, i have a good life. I have a great hardworking mom, who im so proud of because of where she came from 5 years ago. Im proud to say I Love my mom.

My dads a different story, and i appreciate what he does for me, but i don’t respect him. He doesn’t respect me, so how should i react to this situation?

i feel like a girl for writing this

i have a big obsession of pokemon, nostalgia just comes back, and yea. im self cautious about myself, i hate how i look right now, im not confertable in my own skin. but IM LOSING WEIGHT YEEEHAWWW (if you havnt found out. im weird) I say sorry a lot. Its who i am, im just a nice kid. I mean i remember a time where i pushed some kid at a local show, and he fell, reached my hand out and said sorry. im not strong, at all, physically or mentally, just thought i should PUT THAT THERE YES. sometimes i feel like a creep, like if its ok to text a girl that i think is pretty, and they really dont know me… idk i might get creeped out if im a girl (and also its me… i look like a creep lolz). im scared of so many things. who the fuck isn’t. (cation if you don’t know me that much i like to say FUCK alot. just a parental warning here PG-13).  Im scared of rejection and getting cut from things, because my past experiences with girls, and also the fact that during Sophmore year, i got cut from soccer and lax. Fucking Cool. It still weighs me down from doing other things like finding a job, it killed my confidence like crazy. Anyways the last thing im scared of is taking risks, i play by the rules. I don’t even do anything bad. no drugs. no alcohol. no nothing. I also wear toms and skinny jeans.

i like to help people. i like helping my exes, i like helping people who hate me, i just like to help. Im not a mean dood, at all means. And if you hate me, cool. Say it to me. and see if i care. But really, if you need help. Text me, or messege me on facebook, or just FUCKING ASK ME ON A SOCIAL MEDIA SITE!!! IVE GOT TONS OF THEM.

I have some of the best friends i could ever ask for, i mean really. They stick up for me on everything, i get a lot of shit cause i can act dumb to be funny, but thats who i am. My girlfriends so awsomesauce, her name is Gabby (http://acertiansomeone.tumblr.com). she does this thing when shes happy, and she pokes her cheeks(makes me instantly happy) She thinks shes awkward when shes really cute :D, i also had this smart idea to like ask her to prom on a shirt, and she loved it. So if you want to make a shirt for prom, have fun. but your not creative. I WAS THE ORIGINAL (im not a hipster i swear)

So now you know me, only a select few from my school follows me (and i really don’t care how many followers i have in general cause i don’t care), i don’t go around my school and be like FOLLOW ME PLEASE, NO REALLY, FOLLOW ME. PLEASE I BEG YOU.

this is me. hi.

- Nicholas Ian St. Amour

“SHABLAAGOOOOOOOOOOOO” - mint berry crunch